Hi people,
I will try to make this as brief as possible since I tend to be a bit emotional in writing.
Basically, I am a nearly qualified accountant (awaiting the last exams results taken in this June) and currently working in a small private bank. I moved across from practice last July because I wanted to be in banking industry.
Good things about working here is - good pay, quiet environment, mature people, probably the opposite of everything I didn't like in practice.
However I am beginning to doubt if I will ever progress here.
I've got two dominant and experienced bosses (CFO & COO). They are obviously qualified accountants and have been in practice & industry for many years. Therefore there is no way I will ever jump over them, which is fine as long as I progress in my own way by learning new things, getting a payrise etc etc.
My boss...she is always on my back. She tells me to do this to do that..and check my work and ask why this is that way why that is this way...They discuss the real finance stuff but always keep things to themselves. If she finds out in rare occasions I have direct communication with her boss (COO) without her prior knowledge, she asks every single detail and questions why I had to do it. Therefore I tend to talk through her to the big boss and vice versa. I feel I am no more than an accounting clerk and I hardly use my accounting knowledge.
At least I was able to work under a minimum supervision and make my own decision in my previous job..I was close to my seniors and partners and had no problem discussing any issues...They were not autoritarioans.
I know industry is different from practice and responsibiliy/progress are not necessarily correspondent in my situation but I can't help feeling disheartened. I did not dislike working in practice but I wanted to learn more about how a bank worked.
It's been an year since I left my previous job (however due to my personal circumstances, I started working at this bank from last November) so I fear I am being impatient again. I have a tendancy of being ambitios over patient I must admit.
Should I just keep my head down till the resutls come out and see what happens?
Should I just believe my own judgement - from what I've experienced here I won't be treated any differently even after qualification - and start looking around?
In industry you are not expected to be treated any differently because you've achieved the qualification?
Sorry for the long post but I would be really gratful if I could borrow your brain on this...
Thanks!